i had a "good" dinner at PS this evening with my friends. Cloud, Jane & Weiyi. look at the word "good" imagine Jane dinner was not serve for like 30 mins after ordering.
and so. Happy Halloween. and Happy weekends. :)
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
13 years old +10 years=23 and some even longer than 10 years.
the good old days secondary school days. :) all the silly things, pranks, jokes and whatsoever we did in secondary school. and being the pioneer batch of the school. goshh. that's like long long time ago..
dinner at clarke quay central and after which going to coffee club and chat.
Dan went to one fullerton to wait for her bf to finish work. while i think Zhihao and Darren took public transport? Clara bf came and fetch her. while me and Marcus took cab home. and i have absolutely have no idea did i return the correct change to him after reaching home and try counting the amount i have left.. urghhh.
a pity i didn't bring camera.. >.<
good night!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 8:14 PM
dinner was postpone to tomorrow(actually originally was tomorrow, but due to some stuff was change to today, and then change to tomorrow night)
oh well. maybe i will be back later to blog.
i go and eat my dinner first. :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
why do i always anticipate that at least every night/day something miracle will happen. but no, i went to bed, waking up, *dreams & hopes* vanished away. and the whole cycle continue, and repeat itself for the past one month plus or so.. denial.
anyway, i bet tomorrow night will be fun at Clarke Quay for dinner. with the 2 girls. its been a long(x100) time since i last saw the both of them. i suppose the last time we saw one another was like one year or two year ago respectively for both, since everyone is really busy with their respectively life (working, studying and bf(they both, not me) :) 10 years & 18/19 years of knowing one another. that seems ages ages ago. secondary and nursery times seem so far far away..
till then!
@ 12:10 AM
good night world.
no doubt, i feel better. :)
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
i shouldn't log into FB that often anymore (i suppose so if i can do it) its just like i see people...
peer pressure exist. i understand how all my other friends felt when they see their friend/friends ....
i understand now.. i totally understand it.
but at least i am still alright. haha.
its goin to be a long week. :)
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 10:06 PM
life have its ups and down.
cheer up to all my friend who's upset(whether to those who tell me, or never tell me) and jiayou to all my friends who's taking exams, or doing their projects/assignments.
everything will be alright & over soon!
:)
and tomorrow is Monday. urghh. :( why can't we have 48 hours of weekdays instead.
i like the flow of her language. and i find myself nodding my head while reading it.
and new blogskins. i think i got nothing better to do so i change it,and i slept for like 5 hours this afternoon (ahem, i slept at 3am and woke up at 9am this morning okay). mmmm. don't know what's wrong either with the top of the blogskins because the preview from blogskins.com isn't like that. or maybe tomorrow i will change back to the old one again or change a new one. HAHA.
and oh yah, TUMBLR is just so great can. i have been visiting some of it. i know i have said it in all my 3 blogs. but should i get one also? but i wouldn't post anything there also ba. HAHA.
come to think of it, i have already been blogging @ blogger since 2004. at my old blog(which is lock), and my current one. that seem so long long time ago, am i right?
ok, i am waiting for dinner now. hehe. till then. :)
@ 10:36 AM
Flash Mob! haha. this is the video that caught so many people attention that they have actually post up to facebook. =P well its kind of cool to watch this especially it happens at the busy bumble bee Raffles Place or anywhere on a weekday if you happen to be at the area.
oh well, shall think of what to eat for brunch now.
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
never went out today after work. the two of them is doing their respective projects till 9pm. and i really don't know where to go after work alone before meeting the both of them. to town or go home. but the latter was much appealing since i want to change the heels. but then again, i think i would be much lazy to go out again. so we decide to meet either tomorrow or Sunday.
oh well. today technically wasn't a good day. i was super grouchy the whole day. which i don't know why either. maybe its Friday. or maybe i think the weekends is really super short. :( but then again. hopefully the weather will be merciful tomorrow. so i can go for a swim in the evening or late afternoon, or morning. see how first.
and i came across this photo journal while browsing the web again. i think is through a blog i had read. it touch my heart. and i re-see it for like 5 times. i think everyone who see this would have cried. including me and a friend of mine.
a story of love. like the title says it all. nuff say.
till then.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
just reach home again from Suntec. goshh. my blisters, can you just burst?
met up with fel, yj and cloud. gosh i didn't know cloud was hospitalised for almost one month this year, no wonder she look as if she lose so much weight. what a friend she is. didn't even tell me anything.
took bus home, because i couldn't bear to walk back to the MRT station. and i just slept all the way in the bus.
tomorrow's Friday. going out with ting and wh after they finish their project at 9pm! so most prob i will just come home and bath and change before meeting them. so off we go to cheescake cafe (most prob) tomorrow. :)
and i am tired. i fall asleep a couple of times in the office today. OOOOPS. maybe i just keep going out this week. or not i barely have 6 hours of sleep.
well. my eyes is definitely closing right now. but i want to watch channel 255 at 12am....
oh well, good night world out there.. enjoy the weekends too! :)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
don't worry. be happy. :)
*pressure* shoo.
oh yahh. my toes is full of blisters after wearing the heels today. urghhh.
thanks my family. i find the solace in them. everyday is fun with them. and thanks my friends. though i know the pressure is there. just like you all tell me and what i told you. you understand, i understand can le. HAHA.
thanks all! :)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
i just reach home. too tired to think. too tired to talk. too tired for everything/anything.
seems like everyone is planning for long term. and me. nowhere.nowhere. and i guess my life is going/sound to be like that. how's depressing/fantastic it sounds/look by it. i hate to look sad/sound sad as though to gain attention. no, i know that's not me. i only say what i feel when i feel it to people/when i need to. or i just blog what i want to say away in my 3 blogs avenue.
i should feel happy for those who are. but deep down, i entirely feel so different. as though you are so far away from the reality. and when the right time comes, and people are just changing. you will be thinking, maybe something really wrong, or maybe why its not me?
and when the same old questions(look at the s behind) were really being asked, i feel.. because i don't have the topic to say in it(either way, no exp, no nothing or whatsoever) or not i just don't know what to say, because all i can say is just the same old thing to everyone which would/might be boring to them.
i know i like to run away from it. but somehow, being pull back to reality is just so cruel, ain't it. just because you feel so different from the rest. that you tell yourself, you are not going to run away the next time you meet the same issue. and then again, you just lose them because you like to run away from it.
i don't know why. really, really don't know why. maybe its peer pressure. or maybe its the nature out there. or maybe we are humans with seriously huge complicated feelings.. or maybe its just me...
and so just so where are you.. don't hide, dont' play. or maybe everyone is just waiting for the right time.
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
anticipate. anticipated. anticipation.
but none of the above happen. just so how i felt now.
Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
- Helen Keller
so remember.
一切也已经不重要了。 慢慢的走出来吧！ my friend! :)
and poly students is back to school tomorrow (finally, it beats having my siblings at home holiday-ing away), but i bet that the mrt will be super pack tomorrow even more. Tuesday dinner with sotongs (minus ting, LOL) most probably at Marina Square. then Wednesday most probably is movie (but don't think is on already). Thursday most prob go Funan IT mall to check out some stuff or Sim Lim, or should i go Funan on Tuesday since i will be in City Hall area on Tuesday. then it would be Friday! then weekends!
and yah. tomorrow Monday. should i wear blue top tomorrow?! HAHA.
good night world! :)
@ 1:42 AM
its super hot right now that i decide to bath again before going to bed.
and FB is having some bug/virus problem is it or is it ppl/mine account got hack or is it my computer got virus? do not click on links posted on your wall (though i think the next day or a few hours later, the wall post will be gone), nor on the status links that people post (unless you deem that to be safe) don't know how i gotten one today again after like 2 weeks this thing which have been going on . but i have deleted the wall post. =X maybe i should try google fb virus/bug/hack tomorrow and see if there's relevant discussion around.
okay good night world! yoga lesson later=muscle-ache.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
boring Saturday. everyone is rushing assignment or not projects. they complain to me through msn, but all i can do is to say jiayou, or i help you type what you want (BUT no editing, this is nightmare to me), or i can help you with research. urghhh. weekends is never fun anymore! :( and i can count on my laptop and internet every weekends though. but it seems that i am controlling on what to buy online and whats not. and games on FB/elsewhere i can find or not is just lie down on my bed and sleep throughout the afternoon! boohoo. and tomorrow is SUNDAY, then it will be Monday! :(
and i am craving for cheesecake. arghh, shouldn't have went to the cheesecake cafe yesterday. =P
perm job, perm job! please drop down from the sky. let everyone who's finding can find one that they like! :)
and..
They give their hearts to each other unconditionally… That’s what true love really is. It’s not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it’s two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love.
—One Tree Hill
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
my right knee hurts a lot which i don't know what happen to it either. i woke up this morning, and the moment i step out of the bed, the first thing i felt was i want to fall down because i nearly can't even stand. but in the end i still can walk quite alright, except walking up and down the stairs, which require the bending of the knee, which hurts 100x. :( don't know how i sleep. sleep until my knee also pain. siannn. or is it i am losing calcium?! HAHA.
and its Friday TOMORROW! :)
而我 不知不觉的 渐渐的 慢慢的
sighh.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 10:12 PM
i read this in my friend blog. as well as in Jeanette Aw blog of this entry. Jeanette Aw entry
Love, Together, Forever..
Together: with or near to another person or people; so as to touch, combine, or be united; regarded as a whole.
what does it mean to be "together"? how would you define this word in your own way? i like the way it sounds, and the whole romantic (in my opinion) idea behind it.
i saw an old couple holding hands, crossing the road. i reckon they should be around their 80s or so. it warms my heart each time i see an image as such.. everlasting love.
i once spoke to an elderly woman (whilst trying to find out more about the 60s period), she made this comment: while women of those times didn't get to marry the man of their dreams, their marriage lasted and love blossomed, whereas the so called "true love" of today can't even stand the test of time.
and i like the way Jeaneatte end her blog entry. :)
i indeed had a bad day today. since the morning! but then, its over! tomorrow is coming! and soon it will be the weekends. :)
till then!
Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 10:22 PM
My love will get you home - Christine Glass
If you wander off too far My love will get you home If you follow the wrong star My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself Lost and all alone Get back on your feet and think of me My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home
If the bright lights blinds your eyes My love will get you home If your troubles break your stride My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself Lost and all alone Get back on your feet and think of me My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home
If you ever feel ashamed My love will get you home when there's only you to blame My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself Lost and all alone Get back on your feet and think of me My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself Lost and all alone Get back on your feet and think of me My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home
:)
so today off work early, so i went to Bugis for a lil while before going to Tampines before taking bus home! :) it was quite a good day despite the weather being so unmerciful. it was raining. and then, bahh, the wind was like blowing, and i got a hard time to keep my skirt from not flying. bahh, should have wear pants instead. LOL.
and its 4 more days to weekends! haha. so bo liao hor, working life, come to think of it. the sweet part of it is the salary. and then it would the boring weekends, and then its back to Monday again, and then count down to weekends again. and beside going out if i can on weekends, all i left is to stay at home, online/online shopping/surf web/read blogs/read review online,or do housework (if my mom ask me to, if not i also wouldn't do) or not try to figure out is there any other place in Singapore that i have not visited/go or whatever.
BAHHH. boring life.
okay lah. not really boring, but its just getting routine.
and to my friend: don't think so much! cheer up!! :)
alright. good night world! :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
You can run from the disappointments you’re trying to forget. But its only when you embrace your past that you truly move forward.
—Now and Then
:)
well, i had a good Saturday with Kehui and May to celebrate for Kehui pre-birthday. we went to Ksuites at Iluma. its freezing cold, can fight with my office aircon already! system was kind of cool since its wireless mic, and touch screen of selection. and best of all, computer with internet access in every room (i suppose so). went to Shaw for dinner and walk to Marina Square to get the KH necklace done. went around shopping before taking 518 back home.
today was Yoga lesson in the morning. so i was in Whitesand washroom, before going to take MRT to Tampines. and i fell down in the washroom. gosh, i must be thankful there's no one in the washroom since its in the early morning like 8.55am like that. i guess its kind of slippery or don't know is it my slipper, and i am not careful as what i should be! haha. but i am accident prone lah, so its okay! =P went to Tamp and have breakfast at McDonald. wheee Satisfying. and i came home and just knock out and sleep.
and oh well. tomorrow is Monday. but i am working till 2pm tomorrow! maybe i should do some shopping as well as see if i want to drop by ICA to drop my application form for my passport since its going to expire soon! or maybe just come home and sleep! see how tomorrow first! and then since its the new week, it would be the countdown to the boring weekends again.. sigh, double sigh.
till then! :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:14 AM
why is it that some others can find. while i can't. why is it so?
its like the puzzle can never be solve. because the missing puzzle seems so impossible to be found out there. hold on to it. just so i believe i/my friends/everyone can find it.
Friday, October 09, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you’ve always wanted. if your someday was yesterday, learn. if your someday is tomorrow, hope. if your someday is today, cherish.
-Unknown
i had dinner at Airport with xx and Carol. we talked and ate for like 2 hours plus till about 9.35 then i board the bus back home at T3! we were at T1 before that!
and my eyes is super dry! the eye drop is not helping at all. oh well.
its the weekends! enjoy everyone! :)
Wednesday, October 07, 2009 @ 10:05 PM
it takes a big step to step forward, come out of your comfort zone, and step out of it. but it just takes a little and easy small steps to move behind. and that’s done easily. I hope I will be the first, and not the second. Talk to me and take me away.
那首歌的旋律，我已经渐渐忘掉了。
Tuesday, October 06, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
cutting my hair this week (hopefully i wouldn't drag again) and to straighten/rebond the fringe or whatever. (not sure which one, but cos i always do rebonding before CNY, so i am wondering to or not to.) i am not sure whether it is going to turn out into what i want. but hopefully i don't scare my friend away when they see me that night.
and. i wish fairy tale do happen in reality. but i guess it doesn't happen that easily.
and to someone: what comes around, goes around, so beware of karma. beware of what you say, going to say or have said. please. it just so HURTFUL can?! as both of us are girl, you don't have to put it in such a BLUNT way of saying why i ... okay, you got everything you want, so doesn't mean that i am not going to (am i right?) okay, i am not angry, just wondering why i can take up so many comments of yours before that!
oh Thursday dinner is in town for me because i am meeting my friends. but surprisingly, my 3 aunts (daddy side) is coming over to my house for dinner (if my second aunt is coming out from Malaysia) and Thursday is Grandpapa death anniversary. so they ask my mom to cook more food. and my mom is really scratching her head on what to cook. don't know is it lucky i am out, if not i don't know what questions they are going to ask me and i don't know how to answer their usual routine of questions. MUHAHAHAHAHA. =P
alright, till then. i am not feeling better. my throat is still funny. but hopefully i will be alright.
and i ate late dinner at about 10pm today! haha
Good night world! :)
Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 8:33 PM
stop the dream in me. but its growing slowly in my heart. it can't be. it can't be. *chant*
i am tired. my whole body almost break into pieces today. the hand, leg, neck and back muscles is like aching away. either i am old. or i did the yoga wrongly which cause this i think. and i seems to feel feverish, and i am sneezing away right now, and my throat feels funny! :(
don't let me fall sick. because i don't like/hate the lonely feeling when i fall sick like there's no one around to care for you, for this and that. arghhhh. *roars* So i am counting down to weekends again! hopefully i will be well by then!
till then. :))
Sunday, October 04, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
either yoga lesson is really good to put me to sleep all the way throughout this afternoon or i am just tired.
i know i slept my weekends away in the afternoon unless i am going out. to compensate the lack of sleep i have gotten during the weekdays. =P but sometimes my sleep is always 2 hours or so in the afternoon during weekends except like today. so i slept after my lunch. from 1pm all the way to 5pm. surprisingly, feeling even more energetic!
and so i foresee myself to sleep at 3am tonight! and tomorrow is Monday. *groans* :) we should be happy right.
Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
i feel nothing when i see him already. we talk, we laugh, we eat like before. and i do not feel a single thing not even when he went off to meet her. haha. thank you world. you are beautiful today and almost everyday. i went to work, laughing, going home, laughing. its makes my days better, you know that.
and to end it off.
Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades way. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
- Unknown
enjoy the weekends everyone! :)
Thursday, October 01, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
sometimes, i guess its better not to think so much.
as in. the probability of happening of what i am thinking is like zero.
and i feel guilty. for looking at jobscentral, jobsdb, jobsstreet, monster.com.sg and whatever during work. but hey, i still do my things first lah. but i am at my kind of sian already with all the findings.
and i can't stop my mom from asking me all the same questions. have your friend found a job? did they call you or what? not as if she will ask me if i have found a bf already. LOL or other question. is not like i am not finding a job. is i am, almost everyday. and even if i went for interview, they would say please wait for our call.
i feel like giving up!
HAHA. and today is 1/10/2009!
CONGRATS TO FELICIA. I TOLD YOU, YOU WILL GET OUT OF THE SINGLES CLUB SOON. AND IT DID HAPPEN! TING TING, LETS CONTINUE TO DOMINATE, OKAY?! but the next one to be out is you. :)
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DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
music, piano, shopping, family & friends make up her life
loves cheescakes & chocolates,beach & stars wish for honours(hopefully), driving license, travel around the world, happily ever after, get a good job, diamonds, digital camera
